In Search of Spirit

Dear Someone. Anyone

Please grant me with ignorance but remain my wisdom.

.xoxo.
stay strong

Peek-A-Boo

Happy Chinese New Year people !!!
Sorry for the lack of updates laaa....you know, as a student, we have something called ASS-ignment...!!! So much to blog about I don't know where to start =D

So to start off my 1st post of the year, I'm here to announce to the world that I'm officially legal !!!


Thanks to my college mates for the unforgettable early birthday celebration...lots of love from me to all of you !
I'm a big big girl in a big big world ~

It's super exciting for me to finally turn 21...I'm glad that I have been through my 20 years of life facing different aspects !!! People around me always gave me positive support when I'm down...thank you guys...you guys are the one who gave me strength to continue my journey in life..I heart you guys lot !!!!! Thanks for the greeting via sms, facebook, msn, skype and phone call...thanks for the presents too =)

I had a wonderful 21st birthday because I have wonderful people around me <3
I LOVE YOU GUYS.

.xoxo.
birthday + cny + valentine

Forward In Time

Seriously don't feel like updating this poor little blog today, but a promise is a promise...so here it is.

Sometimes things happen, things you previously thought it would not make any difference to you personally, but it just totally knock you sideways...and that's what happened to me the other night when we met each other again after so long. We smile at each other, and when I thought everything is gonna be fine, he came up to me and say hi. I never thought he would do that since he was with a bunch of friends. For a moment I was stun, it seems like the word 'hi' is some kind of alien language that I've never learn to say, but of course I replied a hi with a happy smile after that. Yes...a happy smile...nothing else...at that moment I know everything is officially back to a square one =)

It's so weird that both of us had a silent moment after saying hi to each other....so I grabbed my mocha and tell him that I got to go. As I'm walking out of Starbucks, he passed me a piece of serviette with his new number on it, I took it, smile at him and said that we will keep in touch, then goodbye....I was wondering is this how we can communicate ? I mean with a piece of serviette...lol...anyhow, is not important anymore =)

The happy smile doesn't last very long. I felt quite uneasy with it after I got home, and I do not know what's the problem...rest my head on the bed and later on went online. Santa Claus sent me an early gift, he sent me someone to cheer me up....the one who can make me cry and smile at the same time. Thank You =)

Ohh...and not only I got an early Christmas present, I got a new car as my advance birthday present too...Thank You Daddy Mummy !!!

Okie la..I'll be off to Beijing this Sunday, midnight flight...so I'll update this little bloggie when I get back...till then, see ya my readers. Take Care !

rock on readers.

.xoxo.
we met. we say hi. and nothing else

Story Behind The Story

Had spent some of my time reading books during the holiday...
and recently checked my all time favorite authors,
John Grisham and Nicholas Sparks' website,
found out that they had released their latest book !!!
I am so gonna add them to my book shelf !!

.xoxo.
my reading corner

The Not So Busy Me

Is Saturday and I'm at home...such a good girl huh ? Woke up around 9 something for breakfast...surprise I had my breakfast ? haha...I was too hungry in the middle of the night. When I phoned my mum called her to buy me food, she asked who am I...she thought it was my sister, but she knew it was my voice....she was so surprise I called her to buy me breakfast =.= when she's home she even asked me what happened, am I okie...LOL...

"I'm just hungry mum..."

Watched TV the whole morning, Reapers and Interview With The Vampire...around 11 something my mum went to 1U with her friends for lunch, sis still asleep...around 1 something, my dad came back to fetch my sis for lunch...skipped my lunch...read my book, facebooking, and played freecell....and now I'm here blogging !

Is just the 1st week of my holiday and I'm already like this ??? I got like 7 more weeks !!

2012, New Moon, A Christmas Carol....quick ! I'm waiting for it to screen !!

Gonna meet up with my long lost friends to celebrate Adeline's belated birthday after Ivy's back from Sabah....

and more to come I guess....

Okie la...now the holiday doesn't sounds that bad...lol..
back to freecell...
till then, see ya =)

.xoxo.
holiday mode ?

Grandpa The Birthday Boy :)

Pictures says it all... =)
Just celebrated grandpa's birthday at Jaya 33's Oriental...all the unmarried grandchildren shared to buy the birthday cake from Alexis...don't be shock for the look of the cake ! It's suppose to look like this...haha....the waitresses there thought they had messed up the cake, and they even had a meeting this afternoon about the issue..haha...oppsiee...=p should had told them earlier....dinner ended around 9 something...and my grandparents are flying off early in the morning tomorrow to beijing and hong kong for few weeks...enjoy the trip =)

Once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDPA !

.xoxo.
I ♥ the birthday boy :)

Reblog ?

Hi ladies and gentlemen...ermm...or maybe hi to myself if there isn't anyone reading my dead blog already..came to realize that I had abandoned my blog for 2 months plus...so sorry bloggie and my fellow readers ( anyone ? ) Okie...cut the crap...let's get down to business !

Finals just over last Friday, and 2nd semester had came to an end. Whenever the final exams are over no matter in high school or college, I'll be thinking about the same thing...kinda feeling uneasy about it like something is about to happen and something is about to end. I realize I always look back after an exam is over, telling myself that I should have put in a little more effort or not being so careless...but NO ! I will never relive my life..not a single part of my life....is just too much !!! I do not want to relive any of the happy moments either, cause it will never be the same anymore... living in the same scene for the 2nd time will just spoil the memory...I do not know why am I talking bout this...but isn't it make sense ? haha....or maybe is just some nonsense that I'm crapping...lol...please forgive me for my lame-ness....

Basically, I'm drop dead gorgeous during the 2nd semester... as usual, assignments, quizzes, tests and presentation...seriously live life to the max ! LOL...but everything is over now...2 months holiday...! I began it with sickness =.= ohya...and CARTOONS !! haha..those sweet old cartoons I used to watched when I was 6 or 7...The Flintsones, Little Lulu, Addams Family ! yaya...I can sense that you are laughing there....lol...I miss watching these cartoons....now I feel like watching Barney and Friends =)

Okie la...will update again very soon...see ya

Is funny that I just said that I do not want to relive any single part of my life just now, but now I'm blogging bout the past ??? hmmm.....

.xoxo.
the bean of life

Continue

I kept my promise ~

18 August 2009
Went 1 Utama with mum, sis, aunt Peggy, and cousin Patrick. Had my lunch with mum and sis at Zanmai, and met them up right after that. Aunt Peggy wanted to had her root beer float, therefore ended up at A&W...somehow, someone suggested to watch UP, so after the drink, we went and bought the movie ticket for Thursday. Went to my aunt's house after that, play PS3...some duck game I've forgotten the name. =) Back home around 6 something, had my dinner and exercised my finger by pressing the remote control for shows...LOL =.= and ended up lying on the bed listenning to music...the next thing I know, I'm at Mid Valley after I'd received a message from Brian. We headed there to watched The Ghost of Girlfriends Past...movie ? not bad...Reached home around 2 something...seriously sleepy...

19 August 2009
I'm being a very good girl today though...haha..but not after 5pm...=p went to IOI mall, met up with my 'long lost' friends !!! Had our dinner at Sense Cafe and took lots of photos...I miss hangout with you guys !! Now we are on our different path, can't meet up so often thanks to our busy study schedule...wishing you guys all the best and hope to meet up again real soon !!!

20 August 2009
1 Utama ! UP...hmm.....almost fell asleep in some parts...the only thing I like is the colourful balloons !!!! That's the only thing that attracted me...haha. After the movie, we had shabu shabu for dinner. Step my foot home around 9 something and went out around 11 something with Esther and Brian. Went PJ Old Town's Old Town White Coffee for drinks and back home around 12 something....

21 August 2009
No doubt...I'm out again today...LOL...planned to go lagoon with my sis and cousin Patrick the other day, but switched plan last minute....we went Pyramid for lunch and movie - I Love You Beth Cooper...as for lunch, we had Popeyes...and my Marketing lecturer, Ms.Putri saw me there...was kinda surprise when she called me...haha =D After the movie, we headed for dessert at My Honeymoon. Cousin Patrick went home after the dessert, so my sis and I decided to watch another movie - The Proposal...funny and nice !

22 August 2009
I'm OFFICIALLY a good girl today !!!! Was out for dinner with family only =D

23 August 2009
Went shopping with sis at Pyramid again, and movie AGAIN !! Aliens in the attic ! I can't stop laughing !! Go watch !!!

6 movies !!!! What's next ???

.xoxo.
movies freak

Update Update !

OKAY !!! I heard it !! Update, update, update...I know I'm lack of update nowadays...I'm so sorry. But hey, finals are over...so I'm here ! Erm, it actually ended a week ago la...hehe =p guess I'm just too busy hanging out with my friends and family. So here goes my life for the 1st week of holiday...

15 August 2009
Had my last paper- College Algebra, and went to Mid Valley with Christine, Esther, Kitz and Ryan after that. Went and bought tickets for G.I JOE, and go around hunting for food before the movie. Ended up at YO! for Japanese food...no comment for the food. But for the movie G.I JOE, it was A.W.E.S.O.M.E and C.O.O.L !! Watch it if you have not. Went home around 5 something, and received the 747 DVD from Yu Mei...THANK YOU !!! I was so excited, couldn't wait to watch, but got to go out for dinner. Went Pyramid with my family and had Canton-i for dinner. After that ? Shopping time !! Really enjoy my day, what's more, final's just over !!

16 August 2009
Woke up early in the morning and followed my parents to grandma's house. Took my grandma and aunt for dim sum...yup...DIM SUM ! Gosh...I couldn't remember when was the last time I ate dim sum...was it 2 years back or 5 years back when I was in Hong Kong ? LOL...forget about it. Yummy...I love 'siew mai' !! It's nice to had dim sum once in a while :)

17 August 2009
Today, went Atria with my mum and sis for a haircut at VR ONE...wanted to cut my hair, but I just can't decide what hairstyle I want, so ended up trimming my hair =.= seriously...dunno what hairstyle I want !! Any suggestion ?

Okie okie....guess I should stop here...and continue later...I promise !!
Stay Tune =)

.xoxo.
h-o-l-i-d-a-y !

Birthday Shout Out

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY CUZZY

MELISSA !! You know what ?? I miss watching Barney And Friends with you !!!!
haha...I know it sounds abit lame, but hey..try to recall the memories..haha
We had so much fun !!!! singing and dancing around like a maniac =)
Now, we had all grown up, busy with studies and stuff, can't link up that often...
the only time we get to catch up is at our usual meeting place- grandma's house.
When was the last time we met ??? hmm....REVOLUTION PARTY right ??
It was a blast !! haha =D

Anyway, hope to meet up with you real soon...
All the best in your exams !!
take care.
God Bless.

Happy Birthday ^-^

.xoxo.
candy-like girl

Bloggie's Alive !

WOAH !! One month gone...yes I know...been missing in action for a month...I'm so sorry !!! was really busy with studies...tons of assignments, tests and quizzes...the feelings of STPM is back once again. Felt better today after the 3-days-marathon-tests was over !! But it won't stop here...I believed there are more to come in just this month !!! arrggg...

Had mood swing for the last few weeks...something's bothering me, but I just don't know what it is...but I'm feeling much better now. No worries.
Oh...and thanks Kok Wai and Hao Wei for picking me up to Sunway Pyramid...relax my mind...haha...lol...

24 June 2009

Finished my class at 1 something, around 2.15pm, Kok Wai came and fetch me for movie at Pyramid...Transformer 2 !!! NICE !! After movie, went to Popular and met up with Ivy and Wai Yeng...four of us went Kim Gary for dinner...gosh..when was the last time I went there ?? haha... We had a great time crapping there...
Around 7pm, all of us got to go...Thanks Kok Wai for sending me home...haha. Seriously...is been so long since we last met...thanks for the movie, lunch and dinner !!! Happy Holiday to you, although there are only few days of break left...hehe :P

26 June 2009

Friday...NO CLASS !!! Suppose to go Pyramid and meet up with Ivy again for a karaoke session before she leave for Sabah Uni's life. Woke up around 9am, gave her a call to comfirm the time, but then decided not to go as she said she will only be going there around 3pm, that's kindda late already...because I have to go home around 5 something...so what's the purpose of going there ??? So I decided to meet up maybe another day. But about 12 something, half way doing my assignment, Hao Wei called and asked how to get to my place...lol....and he's on the way to pick me up to Pyramid....what a sudden...I thought I'm not going ??? lol....We reached Pyramid around 2, met Ivy and Wai Yeng at Popular again and headed to Kim Gary AGAIN, this time for lunch !!! =.= Ivy miss Kim Gary so much huh ?? haha...After lunch, we went Redbox....yelled all the way...hahaha !!! LOL...it's fun...at least I don't need to think about my assignment for that moment =p


Hmm...I really miss hanging out with you guys...take care guys !! See ya real soon...

Okie la...update till here...it will be a really long post if I update every single happenings that happened in June...by that time you guys finished reading, you might end up in your slumberland...haha...

rock on readers.

.xoxo.
miss you guys

Through The Lens

Hankering for quite a long time to own this...and yeah !!! Got it yesterday...thank you mummy !!
I'm satisfied with it.
Here it is....

Nikon D60 DSLR

I love my Canon too....I'm not the kind of person who will forget the old when I got a new one...LOL....different camera different function mah...!! haha

Canon & Nikon user....

.xoxo.
the person behind the lens

listening to Change by Taylor Swift

Awe-inspiring Music

Found this amazing video of Taylor Swift's Love Story and Coldplay's Viva La Vida weeks ago, but got no time the share with you guys here....so sorry...but here it is now !!!

Click Here for Love Story (Taylor Swift) meets VIVA LA VIDA (Coldplay)- Piano Cello -by Jon Schmidt

sorry...somehow the video is too big...it cover part of my stuffs...so guys just click the link above and watch it !! Hope you guys will enjoy it.

Amazing with the capital 'A' isn't it ?!?!

Here's more about Jon Schmidt and his striking music !!
Click Here


.xoxo.
lay back and relax

Ups And Downs...

Howdy my fellow friends !!

Is been such a long week...packed with lots of assignments, quizzes, tests and activities. First, College Algebra quiz...I'm so pissed !!! Is all my problem...CARELESS !!!! Wasted my time on a question that I know how to do, but because of one 'negative' sign, I can't get the answer...wasted almost 5 minutes checking what goes wrong !!!! Next, Marketing quiz...can I not mention about it....don't even dare to imagine what's my result gonna be like !! College Algebra and Accounting 1 test coming soon in 2 weeks time....and also deadline for Marketing Assignment !!! Not forgetting Moral Studies Assignment...things are waiting for me to challenge !! However, I had already done my very 1st Assignment for Composition 1 and handed it in...yay !! At least something is done !!

Aside from academic, there are also some activities for my pass few weeks...
Yesterday after my last class ended at 12pm, Ariel and I went to had our lunch at Baker's Cottage and chilled out at Starbucks till almost 2pm, then we went for STACT CLUB ( student action club ) meeting...ohh...that's one of the club I join...other than STACT, I also joined Rotaract, Aquatic and Northwood University Club...but I don't think I got much time...haha. Okie back to the meeting...met lots of new people and get to know more about the upcoming event, like INTIBall, The Idol 2009, Charity Drive etc. On the 14th of this month, I watched Angels and Demons with my college's mates ( Esther, Vivian, Brian, Ryan, Nick and KS ), my 1st outing with them....Angels and Demons...AWESOME movie !!! Should watch it if you have not.

Next, I want to watch Night At The Museum: Battle Of The Smithsonian, Monsters vs Aliens and Terminator Salvation !!!! Do I have the 'EXTRA' time for those ?????

rock on people !!

.xoxo.
how about 48 hours a day ??

listening to Even If by Sam Concepcion

Embrace Nature

Here's an update about my Perak trip last week ( 2/5-3/5 )

It's my 1st time there, Felda Residence Hot Springs at Sungkai....honestly, I didn't know Malaysia have a place like this...haha :X

upon arrival

embrace the sunlight

the really hot HOT SPRING

cousin Patrick and my sis
I love the splash !!

We had barbeque for dinner....and lots of jokes going on. Laughter filled the atmospehre.
It's a really fun trip !! And I'm dead tired...!!

Well...cousin Patrick gonna go Switzerland soon in August for further studies...all the best cuzzy !! see ya real soon...

.xoxo.
time to relax

First Week

Hey peeps....how on earth you guys doing lately ?

Life at INTI is great...haha..my adaptability not bad huh ?! I met Gy Zhe, a high school friend on 1st day...his 1st day too...different course...but still I'm surprise...I met Jared too...we are only in the same class for marketing class. 2nd day, met Eng Yee, another high school friend, in his 2nd year and yupe...different course.

I met different people in different classes, because some of us took different subjects for this semester...and all of them are really fun to be around with...I'm glad to know them !! Of course I won't forget my old friends !!!! They are all important people in my life !!

Well, 1st day of class, nothing much...is just about our core structure and when's our exams...LOL...must they really talk about exam on the 1st day of class ?!?! Pressure ehh !!
2nd, 3rd and 4th day, lecture started. Wednesday after class, 12pm most of them went to Pyramid...haha....is a last minute decision, so I didn't join...but I went Pyramid yesterday with one of my high school friend Joo Yew to watch Star Trek after class...Sherlyn, Brian, Ryan, Nick and Kitz went again...if I'm not wrong with who went...haha :P

So that's the overall for this week....today...no class...haha...that's why I'm here !!!

Enjoy Your Weekend !!!
Ciaoz.

.xoxo.
enter my life

Birthday Shout Out

HAPPY

BIRTHDAY

MOMMY

Mom, your birthday is
the most special day of the year,
because without you I wouldn’t have
the all encompassing comfort
of a mother’s unconditional love…
your love, for me.
You are always there for me, Mom.
Whenever I need you,
to cheer me up, make me smile,
bolster my confidence,
or sympathize with me and ease my worries,
you fill up my empty, hurting places
with your boundless affection.
Your loving presence in my life
gives me a reassuring feeling
of security and peace.
Thank you, Mom,
and Happy Birthday !

.xoxo.

my super mom

p/s: it's my 100th post

I'm Prepared !!

Went to INTI around 3pm again yesterday to hand in my photos and to pay the 1st semester fees. Got my 1st semester schedule, 5 subjects for this semester - Accounting 1, Composition 1, College Algebra, Marketing and Moral for LAN subject. A total of 15 credit hours for this semester. Monday and Tuesday 8am-4pm (2 hours break), Wednesday 8am-12pm (1 hour break), Thursday 8am-2pm (2 hours break), no class on Friday. LOL...the venue is everywhere, level 4, 6, 7 and 8, some will be in the lecture hall and some in a classroom...gosh !! hoping I won't bump into the wrong class. People who know me well, know la....how blur I can get.

Before every semester begin, I have to fill in some kind of subjects form inform them what subjects I will be taking next, and pass the form to *I forgotten where* lol...then pay the fees. Ohh, forgot to mention, there is also a place called Centre for American Education just for American University Programme and Northwood University's students to do some research and homework...hmm...not bad, anohter place for me besides library :D

Tomorrow will be the orientation day and next Monday class begin !! Got to adapt to the environment a.s.a.p. GREAT !!!

.xoxo.
H-E-L-L-O INTI

3 INTI-ians

27 April 2009

Handphone rang around 9 something this morning...LOL..morning call woke me up !! and is who ? Mr. Au Kok Hooi. Called me up and go Subang, he himself not going...so...I went Subang with one of my besties - Adeline. She wanted to go INTI and Taylor's to have a look, so we were there....

1st stop, INTI...went to the marketing office and got ourselves a councillor, the same guy who council me...woah...his memory not bad ehh...still remember me...haha...Okie, after everything's done at INTI, we walked to Taylor's American Degree Transfer Programme building *fast forward* Done !! We lost our way back to the car, we walked one big round and later found out that we were actually near to where the car is. LOL....blurrrrr !!!!

Mr. Au called...we bought McD for lunch and ate at his place. After lunch, we were off to Nilai's INTI...this time he tagged along because Adeline and I don't know the way there, anyhow, he wanted to get his student's card there too. Almost an hour drive to Nilai. After Adeline gathered all the info, is time for us to go home. Reached home around 6pm, dead tired...haha, but it's fun to go here and there together.

3 of us gonna start class on next Monday...3 INTI-ians, but 2 at Nilai campus and 1 at Subang campus...haha....all the best guys !!!


.xoxo.
hanging around

The Meaning Behind 99 Balloons

Searching for some videos just now and this video I wanna share breaks my heart...maybe some of you had watched it. It's about this couple who gave birth to their first child - Eliot Hartman Mooney. They were being told that Eliot might not make it to birth because he had Trisomy 18, but this baby came to this world and fight for his own life...although 99 may not be a HUGE number to you, but to Eliot and his parents, this is a precious number...99 precious days together !!!!!

A tribute to such a beautiful but short life. What his father said was so touch....they know that they have limited time together, they cherish every second with Eliot while he's still in their arms...not wasting time drowning in sorrows. The 99 balloons each representing the days of Eliot Hartman Mooney's life, he's a strong baby !!!
So...here's the video of this amazing angel...a memorable video made by his parents

.xoxo.
controlling tears


p/s : found this...from Eliot's parents...hope you guys read it too
Celebration of A Life